My first few days back into society
Gosh, been some time since I last updated my blog, with my new job, new maid… basically new life… and with Amanda falling ill on New Year’s eve (almost ended up being warded in hospital) just to say that this new year didnt start off on a very smooth note.. Amanda vomited 20 times within 24 hours.. everything that went in, came out within the next hour.. water cinluded, my poor poor girl was dehydrated when I brought her to see Dr Yip on the 31st of Dec, a tablet was inserted into her anus to stop the vomitting (no point taking oral medication as she would have vomited it out anyway), this mummy again, was all teary and emotional.. how to go back to work in this condition? It really really broke my heart when I had to leave my girl for work on the 28th for meeting (8 am till 6 pm) my mind was constantly on her.. I never had to leave her side for so long… somemore she wasnt ill then… I kept calling back during break time… teared as discreetly as I could.. was just dying to hold my darling in my arms again.. and my dear mum bluffed me saying that my girl didnt look for me at all as she didnt want me to get too distracted… (and hey, I was so disappointed to hear that Amanda didnt miss me) but was told the truth by my helper that she kept calling for me non stop…. I was happy and sad at the same time…
Well, the worst that came was on the 2nd and 3rd of Jan, my darling stopped vomitting but had very very bad diarrhoea.. pooped so many times at night, about 5 times and wet the bed with her poo each time… imagine my anguish when I had to leave for work on the 2nd.. I had to physically and emotionally tear myself away from my girl… plonked myself down for a training session that lasted 2 days, from 830 am to 530 am… I was all highly strung up.. ready to fly to the bus stop to tke the bus back the minute we were dismissed, I walked so fast till I was the only one at the bus stop for the first 10 mins or so… was elated to see my darling daughter, hgged ehr and reassured her that her mummy loves her very much… she is my motivation to return home early each day… all I could think of is her her her… whenever I lack my bags and get ready to leave for home.. you may think that I am obsessed with my daughter and you are right! I just cant get enough of her… love her lots
